30) Something you are excited for.
I don't know. I think I am still just so lonely without my David that it often feels like I have nothing to look forward to. I am still struggling with the desire to have children. My heart tells me I need to do the foster to adopt program. But my fear of failure keeps me from actually doing it. What if I would suck as a mother? What if they have problems that are more then I can handle? The what ifs are what eat away at me. I need to just bite the bullet and do it!
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